Fear Not!

Last month I wrote about my issues with fear.  I’ve listened to messages on fear in the past but none seemed to help me.  Last week I heard a two part message on overcoming fear by a woman named Peggy Joyce Ruth and I was delivered of the fear that I walked around with for years!

In her message she said that fear enters when our trust in God breaks down.  Taking in and dwelling on a thought that questions God’s character causes you to lose trust.

She made four main points in her message on overcoming fear.

1)  Fear is sin.  She referenced the last part of Romans 14:23.  “For whatever is not from faith is sin” (NKJV).

2)  Don’t concentrate on not being fearful of something.  Concentrate on the fact that God is with you and He’s helping you.  “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you, yes I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand”  (Isaiah 41:10, NKJV).

3)  Exchange fear pictures for faith pictures.  Counter whatever fearful thing you’re picturing in your mind with a promise from God’s word.  Fear pictures are a ploy by satan to get you to resort to Plan B.  (Plan A is God.)
Peggy also said that fear brings on that which you fear.  I assume that’s because you’re actually putting your faith in fear.  “For the thing I greatly feared has come upon me, and what I dreaded has happened to me” (Job 3:25, NKJV).

4)  Focus on God’s perfect love.  God’s perfect love means we have nothing to fear.

If you want to listen to her message (Overcoming Fear) it’s at this link: http://www.peggyjoyceruth.org/Teachings.html

Shagufta

Words of Life

God has reminded me several times through my life at the importance of having several scriptures engrained in my heart.

Words that will lift me up out of wrong thinking.

Words that help me feel brave when I need it most.

Words that keep me centered on Gods Love and His truth about who not only I am but also who He is.

Do you have a scripture that you go to? I have a dozen memorized that have become my favorites and because I highlight in my bible when one particularly strikes me I am always gathering more.

I really believe this is the best tool as Christians that we can obtain. It is a personal tool, meant for us to use and feel safe in the Fathers Arms. A way for us to understand His heart for us.

Here are some of my favorite passages about the Power of Words

Proverbs 18:21

Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits.

Proverbs 12:18

There is one whose rash words are like sword thrusts, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.

Ephesians 4:29

Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear.

Proverbs 16:24

Gracious words are like a honeycomb, sweetness to the soul and health to the body.

Proverbs 15:1

A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.

Psalm 19:14

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

John 1:1

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

Romans 12:14

Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them.

Luke 6:45

The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks.

Ephesians 6:17

And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God,

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

I find writing these down and posting one or 2 around the house where I am bound to see it at least once a day is a really easy way to have it saturate my mind! Time to put a few new ones up!

Thank you for letting me share my heart!

Blessings!

Rebecca Turrigiano

God Uses Balloons!!

Have you ever had those moments when God’s love surprises you and it takes your breath away? Well, that is what happened at our second annual Esther’s Closet Event. It is an outreach that provides prom dresses for girls in our community who could not otherwise afford them. We target schools, group homes, youth organizations, the VC Food Bank and our church members. The event was fabulous and God did so many beautiful and remarkable things in the lives of many.

The day before the outreach I was busy with all the set up and preparations, I wanted to get balloons but I ran out of time and made the decision to forgo the balloons. However on the morning of the event, our photographer, Pricilla, asked if we had balloons. Susie one of our volunteers said she would be happy to run to the store and pick up some balloons. Did you know God uses balloons?!

While at the store, Susie began to tell the young girl who was helping her about Esther’s Closet. The girl expressed how she wished she could come but had to work until 3 pm. Susie said no problem, asked her size, color preference and shoe size!!! Later Susie returned with a beautiful dress, shoes, jewelry! The store manager, who shared in the excitement, allowed the young girl to take 15 minutes with Susie. The teen was amazed that Susie had actually come back. The dress fit perfectly! She began to cry telling how just the night before her mom had told her she could not afford a dress for this year’s prom!!

“Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you. Before you were born, I set you apart for my holy purpose.” Jeremiah 1:5a

God knows us and He knows the people around us. God puts ”balloon moments” in our days for His holy purpose, both for us and others. The beauty of this knowledge allows us to rest in His ability to work through the circumstances we face, the people we meet and the daily moments that the Holy Spirit whispers gently to us.

Take a moment today and reflect on God’s work in your life and the “balloon moments” He has allowed to cross your path. As you do, it is my prayer that God’s great love will surprise you.

As always this is from my heart to yours,

 

DaNetta

Family Service

On Saturday,February 25th, I had the pleasure of participating in a service opportunity with my oldest daughter. It was the Glendale Community Outreach in which our Vineyard partnered with the City of Glendale for a beautification and restoration project for Elderly, Disabled, and Low Income families. We met in the morning at Blue Sky Mobile Home Park and painted homes.

It was a work effort. It was not a foo-foo act of service (although any act of service is worth while). There was sweat, ladders, dirt, dust, a spider web here and there, and as it got later in the day, the sun started getting hot, even in February. But there was something that stood out above all of that…community.

Looking around, I caught a glimpse of our church family. We are quite a diverse bunch. Men and women, youth to seniors, singles and families, physically fit and not so physically fit, all wearing lime green t-shirts that said Servant Outreach on the back.

Now let’s take it a step further – before long there was camaraderie. Jokes were laughed at, youth were excited at the thought of getting their hands in the paint, impersonations of Mr. Miagi telling Daniel-son to paint the fence, my daughter painting mom’s shirt, and giggles wafted into the air along with the yummy smell of hotdogs being grilled for lunch. Residents could not resist. They started coming outof their homes just to see what was going on. Conversations began and love – the sweet, unmerited, overflowing love of God was shared.

My daughter and I are close, but we grew closer that day. It is one of those memories that I will keep tucked away in my heart forever.

“In everything I showed you that by working hard in this manner you must help the weak and remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that He Himself said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”
Acts 20:35 NIV

Acts of service take us out of our routine, and drop us in the middle of Kingdom work. Our church offers many opportunities to do this. Whether it is in our compassion ministries, our children’s ministry, Single Mom Spa Day, Community Outreaches, or on campus during weekend services, Jesus is calling you to be more blessed. Say yes!

Blessings,

Kathy

 

Get off the Throne!

Get off of the Throne!

Why do I try to climb back on the throne of my life when Christ has died for me?  He should be on the throne of my life.

Let’s say a diagram of a circle represented your life.  If you put a throne in the very center of the circle, it represents who is in control of your life.  Who is at the helm?  Who calls the shots?   (I would put the diagram here, but I can’t figure out how to get it in the blog.)

Why do I have a difficult time giving up the control of my life?  (handing over things like worry and what is happening in the lives of my children and other relatives?  Making decisions before asking God?)

One reason is because even though I get off of that throne, I climb back on sometimes.  It is so easy to do!  We may not say, “God, I think I can handle this one…”, but our actions prove it to be true.

Romans 6:6 says, “knowing this, that our old self was crucified with Him, in order that our body of sin might be done away with, so that we would no  longer be slaves to sin; (7) for he who has died is free from sin.

If you drew a cross out to the side of the diagram, you could write “old man” on it.  That is where we are supposed to be.  Dead people don’t have control of their lives anymore. We are to present our bodies as a living sacrifice to God.  Sin, gets its power by our obedience to it. When I am in control, I mess up.  God doesn’t make bad decisions.

Life is not a sprint.  We can’t just will to do the right thing.  We have to put right things in place in our lives so when presented with the wrong thing, we can make the right choice.  We can only do that when God is in the center.

God must be on the throne.

Where in your life today do you need to allow God to be on the throne?

Blessings,

Thora

 

God’s Love

Lately I’ve been wanting a greater revelation of God’s love.  I wanted God’s love for me to come alive in my heart more than ever before.  And then I prayed God would help me put it into words so it would make His love more real to someone else’s heart.  So I hope this helps someone.

God is the only One who knew you before you were conceived.  You are His idea and He made you in His beautiful, glorious image.  I can just see Him pondering upon His own image in His mind (because surely He wouldn’t need a mirror!) and then putting your every detail in place in a way that reflects Him. He caused you to be born out of His beauty.

He is the only One who has known your every thought, seen your every deed, and heard your every word.  And every single day He says, “I still love you and I still want to be with you.”

If you let Him, He will go anywhere with you because He said He will never leave you or forsake you.  But when we step away from Him, He says, “I want to go with you.  But I love you too much to force Myself into your presence.  I’ll be here waiting for you to return.”

When we carry heavy burdens that aren’t ours to carry He says, “Please child, let Me carry it for you.  I want to help you.”

When you’re hurt He wants to be the One you turn to first so His loving hand can wipe away your tears as He also wipes away His own tears that He shed with you.

Instead of a person pulling petals off a flower and saying, “he loves me, he loves me not,” God has been saying from the beginning, “I love her, I love her, I love her…”   And His love never ends.

Shagufta

Repentance and Surrender

This New Year many of us have decided to venture out to be a healthier person. I too made some goals for myself to lose weight, exercise more, and eat healthier. As you may have found, this is so much easier said than done. I knew what my desired outcomes were, but I had no idea how to get there. Until one morning, I received quite a revelation that started me on a journey to make some real changes.

On this particular morning at the gym, while sitting at one of the workout machines, I caught an unpleasant glimpse of myself in the mirror. I really didn’t like what I saw. I had been in denial about the 15 pounds I had gained over the last year (in addition to my pregnancy weight), but now it was staring me right in the face. As I sat there looking at myself, I called out to the Lord in frustration, “God, do you know how long and hard I’m going to have to work to get this weight off!  Once I get it off, please Lord, don’t let me gain it back!” Then the Holy Spirit simply responded, “So are you ready now to give it all up?” What? I knew that in order to meet my goals I was going to have to modify my eating habits, but what exactly did he mean by all? Surely he wasn’t talking about my morning Mocha… was he?

As I examined myself, I realized that my eating choices were not only unhealthy, but had become my source of pleasure, comfort, and fulfillment. I made them an idol in my heart before God. If I was really going to make some permanent changes, it had to start with repentance and surrender. I was also going to have to give my diet over to God and retrain my body how to eat well again.

Many of us struggle with different kinds of addictions or unhealthy habits. We adopt the belief that we need these things in our lives in order to survive, holding them as an idol. This keeps us from truly surrendering them to God. Only by complete surrender, will God then break the power that these things have over us.

Psalm 44:5-7
5 Through you we push back our enemies;
through your name we trample our foes.
6 I put no trust in my bow,
my sword does not bring me victory;
7 but you give us victory over our enemies,
you put our adversaries to shame.

I encourage you this year to start a journey in trusting God in areas that you feel defeated. There are countless testimonials both in the bible and out, of those who have put their hope in God and weren’t disappointed. Together, I hope that we do not just let others experience God’s faithfulness, but that we enter this voyage to discover it for ourselves.

 

The Voice of God

I can remember so clearly when God started speaking to me. I was about 4.

At the time I chalked it up to my imagination.

My parents weren’t Christians so it wasn’t even something on my grid or in my understanding at all.

It wasn’t scary. Kind of sweet and reassuring for me really.

Little things would come to my mind that were not at all things I could conjure up or imagine.

At 12, about 6 months before my parents divorced, the Lord gave me a picture, a for-telling if you will, about the fact that my parents would no longer be married. I did think  THAT very strange, but now I understand He was preparing me for a terribly difficult time in my life.

I can remember “knowing” that something was going to happen before it did.

A traffic jam, what someone was going to say, meeting someone on the street whom I already knew… Nothing to dramatic (except maybe the break up of my family ) but enough to have me wondering if I was a loon or had a heck of an imagination (I sure did have a flair for the dramatic!)… Do you know that I never bought into it though, I just felt a weird peace about it that I know now was the Lords .

The ironic thing about the way I was raised was that I attended a Baptist School Church because my mom wanted me to be exposed to the different religions, even if she didn’t believe, so I could choose some day.

I met the Lord at that school : ) See how God weaves things together?

Years later, I was in a workshop with one of my pastors in New York City called Clint Morgan (who now serves at the Morris Town Vineyard in New Jersey) He did a 2 day course on Words of Knowledge, Prophecy and Word of Wisdom. I was excited to learn as much about these things as I could, and Clint was an amazing teacher. He helped me to understand that all along what had been happening to me was preparation for gifts God wanted to deposit in me. A way to really discern the voice of God through simple images, thoughts and sometimes words. I felt like a light bulb went off in my head and felt all the pieces clicking into place of things that I hadn’t really understood about myself before.

The reason I am sharing about this today is to encourage you.

If I hadn’t come to the understanding that , even as a girl the Lord was trying to get me to understand and recognize His voice and that all those words and pictures were Him, my life would be very different today.

What an overwhelming confirmation for me that indeed God was my friend and protector.

That He wanted me to be in a relationship with Him. That He wanted me to access all that was available for me here and now.

There are gifts that you may have no real understanding about yet that have been working in your life recently or for a long time. One thing I know is that you have to be in charge of your own growth in your relationship with the Lord. It is US who need to feed ourselves.

Small Groups, Classes at Church, Sunday Service and Corporate Worship. I am starving for all those things, because ultimately they help me understand myself better and help this lump of clay become more and more the lovely vase or pot that I know I am meant to be.

We all “leek” and  that is why we have got to refuel and fill our selves in these other ways.

That way everything we do is out of the abundance of the Holy Spirit and NOT out of our own strength!!

Living life with out these things is a sure formula for burn out and unhealthy beliefs and attitudes about how God sees us. Allowing God to be central  is a sure formula for peace and  wholeness. It allows you to move out of the way, say “Yes” to God and seeing unimaginably astounding things transpire in our life and the life of others.

Thank you for letting me share my heart!

Rebecca Turrigiano

On to Jerusalem

This year I’ve been reading Acts in a Bible study.  An interesting point was brought to my attention in chapter 21.  Paul was on a missionary journey and had stopped in Caesarea.  A prophet named Agabus confirmed that trouble and suffering were awaiting Paul at Jerusalem, which is where he was headed.

The people Paul was meeting with were greatly distressed.  Luke writes, “When we heard this, we and the people there pleaded with Paul not to go up to Jerusalem.  Then Paul answered, ‘Why are you weeping and breaking my heart?  I am ready not only to be bound, but also to die in Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.’ When he would not be dissuaded, we gave up and said, ‘The Lord’s will be done.’”  Acts 21:12-14

During our discussion of this passage, the point was brought up that Paul was so moved by his friends’ sadness and begging him not to go that it was causing his resolve to obey the Lord to weaken.  This brings us to an important self-examination.  Is someone doing this to you and tempting you to disobey God’s missionary call or appointed task?  Or, on the flip-side, are you the distracting voice to someone else?

Yes, change is hard.  Yes, relationships are valuable and we deeply love our brothers and sisters in Christ.  But let us beware that we do not let others keep us from where God wants us to go.  I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to be responsible for doing that to someone else, either.

As tough as it may be, when God calls our loved ones to something that may take them away from us because they feel led to move to another place or begin a difficult missionary calling, let us deny ourselves and encourage them to obey God’s calling.  Also, when we feel called, let us follow Paul’s example of obedience even when it’s extremely difficult.  There may be suffering on this end, but we must remember God will bring blessing through the suffering.  He alone can give us the strength to do what we are called to do.

Melissa

 

Two aspects of myself that I’m glad God put in me are a heart for animals and a heart for intercessory prayer.  Often times these two parts overlap and I find myself praying for animals that I’ve treated at work or even random animals that I see outside of work.  Not surprisingly, God used an animal to drive home a point about prayer and belief.

I was driving down a part of 7th Street that sometimes has several dead squirrels on it on any given day, depending on the time of year.  On this particular day I saw a squirrel dart out into the street and then he froze because my car was rapidly getting closer.  At 45 miles per hour, with other cars not too far behind, there’s only so much slamming on the brakes you can do.  So I shouted the quickest prayer possible.  “No!  Jesus!”  I wasn’t saying Jesus’ name as an expression… I wanted Him to intercede!

I looked in my rear view and side view mirrors and didn’t see anything on the road behind me but I was fairly convinced I ran over the squirrel.  (“Was that bump in the road the squirrel?!”)  Since I have a particular penchant for squirrels, I was annoyed.  “Really God?  Why did You allow a squirrel to run in front of ME, of all people?!”

After I sulked a little longer I distinctly heard Him say, “You have to believe your intercession works.”  Ugh… It’s not good when an intercessor doesn’t believe her prayers always work.  Hebrews 11:6 says, “But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him (NKJV).”

I DO want to believe my intercession works.  And God wanted me to believe it too.  So why did the squirrel cross the road that day?  To open my heart enough so I could see the unbelief inside and to be reminded that “all things are possible to him who believes (Mark 9:23).”  So keep praying and believing!

Shagufta